Greetings from Chico
I said goodbye to my (now ex-, I guess) boyfriend this morning and started the drive up to Seattle.→
[More:] I'm kind of heartbroken and terrified.
There were lots of good reasons for this three months ago, stuff about Growing As Independent Adults and Figuring Out What We Want Out Of Relationships and Being Single For A Little While Now Since There Are Good Odds We Might End Up Together On A More Permanent Basis but it's all seeming really, really stupid right now particularly given all the other totally amazing awesome things that really, really worked on a deep and wonderful level with each other.
And it comes on top of moving to a new city and starting a new school and more or less chucking my whole Los-Angeles life out the window and starting over. For about the fifth time in as many years.
And I really need a hug right now.