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What I should say:

I am spending time this summer in a pre-civil war historic location. I spent some time at this same location thirteen summers ago. Since then, the location has been closed, renovated, restored, and reopened with significant structural changes. Also during these years, two people associated with the location have passed away - one of whom, M, was an intimidating old lady who died of Alzheimer's disease.

Returning to this location that is the same but different has brought back memories of thirteen summers ago, and made me think about passing time and mortality. Smelling certian smells, walking around corners that shouldn't be where they are, etc. provokes uncomfortable feelings of presque vu. I think of M often - maybe my life is headed in a smiliar direction and I shall become what I once feared.

What I mean to say:

This place is fucking haunted as shit.