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So in that sense there is no one discrete consciousness. No 'I'. But a gliding scale of multiple warring inclinations and ideas and urges that also change through time.
A few months ago, I had an interesting dream. I found myself wandering through a very urban landscape. I was lost. I asked a nearby stranger which direction would lead me home, and he pointed me "back, the way you just came from". As I walked where he had pointed me, I was confused because I didn't recognize anything—even though I had supposedly just came this way.
Then, suddenly, the scene changed and I was standing next to a food and beverage booth within or near a baseball stadium. Again I asked someone for help—this time, the woman who was working the booth. I asked her if she could tell me which direction would lead me home.
"Well", she said with a knowing and perhaps wry smile, "it depends. Do you know your address?". She wiped her hands with a rag and draped it over her shoulder. I told her my address.
"Okay", she said. And she flashed that odd smile again. "We should be able to..."
"Hold on-" I interrupted. "We've had this conversation before, haven't we?"
She smiled brightly and chuckled.
I continued, "I'm forgetting things, I'm losing time. Right?"
She nodded. "Yep. That was the fastest yet you've figured it out."
"Hmm. Well, I am a pretty smart guy, you know." I laughed at myself.
Unfortunately, there was another discontinuity and then I was in a rowboat with several people, none I recognized. Just when I had found someone I trusted to help me!
And then I awoke.
As I pondered the dream, it occured to me that—aside from the curiosity that my subconscious had creatively retconned the common dream discontinuities we all experience—the dream's presentation of the experience of amnesia was very artificial, literary or cinematic.
The presumption when one dreams oneself as an active participant in one's dreams is that the experience is a simulation of one's experience of the waking world (minus pesky details like coherence, continuity, and intelligibility).
But this wasn't at all the same as an actual experience of amnesia. After all, with real amnesia, one first experiences what one later forgets.
True, I can't be absolutely certain that my dream self didn't experience, and then forget, those lost periods. But I think it's safe to assume that wasn't the case.
It becomes apparent that it is impossible to duplicate in a retelling (or fiction) the actual experience of amnesia. My dream utilized an artifice to best simulate the effect of amnesia at the cost of sacrificing an important part of the experience which, nevertheless, has an uncertain status.
There is a very real sense, in both reality and in fiction, that the person who experienced the forgotten moments is someone "other". My self-identity is built from my memories of myself. What of myself which doesn't exist in memory?
It occured to me that most of the experiences of our lives are forgotten. Our self-identity, as we consciously conceive it, is artificial in exactly the same sense as my dream. It represents only a small portion of who we are in this world; and the self which inhabits all those forgotten memories is forever lost to us. That person is Someone Else.
Of course we do attempt to integrate into our self-identity that which we cannot remember directly. Stories told by our parents of our early childhood, or simply events remembered by others which we've permanently forgotten—these things we accumulate secondhand we do our best to integrate into our sense of self. Imperfectly, I suspect. Such secondhand memories are usually kept at arm's length—until, that is, those cases when we forget they are secondhand and appropriate them as our own.
Obviously, we are in some real sense the sum of our experiences, whether remembered or not. But this truth just underscores how relatively impoverished and artificial is our consciously experienced self-identity.
I agree with you that it's teleological but I wonder if you could talk more about how make the leap that that teleological tendency arises out of social intelligence and theory of mind. It would seem to me that the need to link cause and effect and make predictions could be more urgent in the material world - the world of weather, food seasonality, herds migrating, and so on. Why do you construct your model so that it moves from human intelligence outward to the natural world, rather than beginning with observations of the natural world and moving into the inter-human social realm?
Yes, I understand what he's saying but I'm not sure there's evidence that teleological thinking begins with speculation about other's minds and proceeds only then to speculation about the natural world.
Kmellis, when is the last time you experienced deja vu? In general, people stop having it after full brain development so the incidence of it goes way down after your 20s.
Personally I believe that these auto narratives are post facto. And that they don't particularly influence our actions. I believe that very little of what we do and how we react to things is malleable. So I don't agree with you there.
There is lots of evidence supporting jouke's post facto thinking. Some people find that profoundly disturbing.
Also, I've been going through old radiolabs and TALs lately and there are a variety that approach memory.
What is known about memory is growing and changing all the time, and in a lot of ways, there isn't all that much we do know about it. And this is hard to discuss because it breaks down types and elements of memory.
And this is hard to discuss because it breaks down types and elements of memory.
Yes, I understand what he's saying but I'm not sure there's evidence that teleological thinking begins with speculation about other's minds and proceeds only then to speculation about the natural world.
In short, I resist this idea that a theory of mind is necessary to build a working model of the world in which to live, either as an infant or as an adult. The existence of adults with impairments in this area who cannot theorize about others' purposes is evidence for the case: they may not have what some of the rest of us deem a "full" or "healthy" existence, but they have an existence nonetheless. They don't perish; they can make predictions and manipulate the world's conditions to meet their needs.
The same is even true of those infants you mention who require a social environment to survive. They do, because their needs must be met -- but they don't require a ToM to survive. They require only, as you say, the ability to trigger the response that will result in continued survival.
and I'd also stop short of saying that we owe working models of the world to this thinking, because I don't see how this thinking - attributing purpose - can ever create an actual, usable working model of the world.
I'm just questioning that it's this capability called theory of mind that gave rise to the ability in humans and other species to make predictions about nature .
We define the capabilities of a functional human brain as what most of us do
If cats have less of this ability cats should be less able to predict mealtime, but they're not. They may not read my facial expressions, but they know when I sit up in bed first thing in the morning that it's time to run to the dish.