I had a deeply strange experience recently. I was surfing YouTube when ... ...I come across a venue I know and a band I kinda know so I clicked on it. It's going okay until the chorus kicks in and one of the backup singers sounds EXACTLY LIKE ME. Not kind of like me, exactly like me. He even has a little talking part so I know it's not just singing style. I can't make him out but it's a similar build and hairstyle ...
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..and I start racking my brain for when I ever sang backup for this band. There is the very real possibly I did an entire show with a new band and forgot all about it.
Then he comes into the light and he's got a guitar and I don't play guitar so whew, Dickian moment over.
Is there a word for the sudden terror and depersonalizing feeling of seeing yourself do something you have no memory of?
Or do we just call those blackouts?