I've hurt someone I care deeply about
I have made just the worst relationship mistake I can remember in well over a decade. You know how you see people have crazy drama and you think, "boy, glad I'm not that person". →
OMG! I WAS THAT PERSON.
I embarrassed and hurt a friend that could not afford to have any more weight put on her. Completely sabotaged a delightful relationship with a beautiful generous soul. I am trying to get counseling as soon as I can, but may not hear back until Monday.
I am just sick and ashamed. I'm not sure I've ever felt so low.
This year has been the sux!