My new blog. Well, the header and first page anyway. No, no, no, →[More:] it's not what you think--I haven't gone all native on you and found RELIGION all of a sudden. No, this was something different, and I... I feel different... you know? Like something's changed within me. Everything is much more clearer now, and it makes much more sense. For the first time in my life I know what I want and am not afraid to mention it to others. Hell, I know we all dream of being something more than we actually are, and I do too, and that's okay, but it's always better to have your feet on the ground. I think that's the mistake I would always make and believe that these dreams and aims and ambitions that I would have of my self were necessary, and I had to somehow fulfill them. And if I failed--oh, the horror. What would people say. What would they think. As if anyone cared. And as I've come to realize (you can see a lot of things when you actually open your eyes, no, I mean really open them, and not just think that you are) neither do they. What I want to do is to write it down now, I mean really write it. Not that trash that I was writing before (that I dreamt of getting published someday). Who knows, maybe it'll happen and maybe it won't. But what I am going to do is to start writing seriously and hope that I can get an audience who don't mind spending their time reading what I write.

Oh, and what do I want to do with my life? Well, a lot of things, but my down-to-earth version is to become a teacher. You know, an English teacher--a subject that I'm good at, and can help others get good at too.