back atcha dude!

i'm hoping to fall happily into unconsciousness, and tomorrow is another day.
Maybe a day i won't have to guard my stuff and cat, and endure the endless chorus to my north and south of
"We fucked up."
"We are so fucked."
and a constant barrage of fuckity fuck fuck i could not care less about, but they can't help it.
i've got all the cards, and when i am ready to show them, please enjoy, both my sanity, safety, and ability to be in total control of a situation.

See, i am good.
Not as in good or bad
but as in good at what i do
Hell, i'm world class at some things
and now i'm free to let you know me better
who i am (to some degree)
what i do (see above)
and who some of my friends and family are.
i think some people (you lurkers, i'ma looking at you) may be delightfully surprised.

But later, as i can finally sleep the sleep of the safe, just, and consumptor of sleeping pills.

If you're not Stevie Nicks, clonazepam is your friend in so many ways.

Know your dosages and know i dream of you.
i know that something good is gonna happen.
Imagine Kate Bush just sang that at you.

Nitey night.

dude, ethylene, can i just say? clonazepam has not been my friend of late. it has betrayed me. that beautiful sleep it used to lead me to? that is no more. a few months ago ... quite a few months ago ... i started supplementing the klonopin with benadryl (at my doctor's advice). that worked for awhile, but now? now NOTHING works at all ever even a little bit.

which is to say, i am still awake, and it is almost six a.m.

oh. but you all were posting just a few minutes ago, weren't you? you crazy kids, up at all hours of the night.

where is my sleep???

You have built up your tolerance to high. Need to do without and bring it back down or find an alternate.
Sorry i must now fall to sleep, but i'll try to dig up some suitable options if i know what it is that is keeping you up and all that general lifestyle and history jazz.

Keep going here or in email if you want. i am off to slumberland.

Sometimes it just helps me to know you exist.

You don't really know that.

octothorpe, what the heck does that mean?

Sleep well, eth.

Sometimes, I think the Daleks were saying "existence is futile" instead of "resistance"....

Sending restful sleep vibes to all who need them.

Eth, glad to see you post here. I hope that right now you are off in dreamy-bye land, and can post clear-headed when you wake up later on.
We do exist and we are here, of course.
I for one am glad to hear that you love us, because we love you, too!

I just read the title, where you say you love 'some of us', I misunderstood that you loved us all, as a collective whole. Presumptuous I was, in assuming then that I am in the 'loved', as opposed to the 'unloved' category, mayhaps I fall in the 'downright despised' or 'string her up for tortuous death' group. My bad.

Did a recent post get deleted? I can't make it over to MeCha as often as I used to, but I swear there was some crazy post the other night that I commented on.

Hopefully whatever's up, eth, it's all good now and things are settling down. Look forward to hearing the whole story.

eth I hope your crazy situation works out, and you sleep well. But I missed the denoument of the kids in the shed, and I hope it all worked out for them too.

Nighty-night.

Back at ya eth. Glad all is well.

I love you too, eth, and I'm very glad that you exist.

eth. mwah!!!!!

ramix! Have you popped yet? Was it an election induction?

Eth!

Yay, eth. I am very, very glad you exist.

octothorpe:
Actually i do know. That's why i bother to care.
msali:
Have i made you feel unloved, or is there someone i should string up? i'm happy to oblige in some instances.
"Crisscross! It's brilliant."
Yes, predictable hip hop hoorays will be noted for future… …use

Hmmm, why anyone is questioning my sanity i still have to sort out.
Some of you are pretty…
questionable…
…hmmm

So, what happen to that page back by date/day feature everyone agreed would be a lovely idea?
Any updates on Mumbai?

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Hey msali, I'm sure I'm not in the "some loved" category either. We can love each other in a dejected settling-for-second-best-but-knowing-it's-not-the-real-thing kind of way