where's my drugs?! Due to a glitch between my doctor and the pharmacy (and neither of them admit it's their glitch), I have been without my anti-depressants for three days.
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This might not seem like a big thing, considering that I'm usually just mildly depressed without them. However, there's a few problems: 1) Antidepressant rebound is usually more profound than the depression it's supposed to treat; 2) It's finals week, and I don't need more stress. 3) All those Mother's Day sales -- Mom died in December.
The way it works for me is this: Day 1 without them, I don't notice anything. Day 2, I start getting weepy -- at happy things, sad things, cat food commercials ("Aww, isn't that sooo cute!") Day 3, the stomach aches, anxiety, and general weepiness at everything set in.
I'm sure my department head is going to fire me in today's review even though I have tenure. (Note: I just got back from the review. She thought it was an excellent year for me, but said I need to do a bit more research before I can advance rank to Full Professor.)
So, it's going to be one of THOSE days. I got weepy this morning when I found out our star football player got picked 179th in the NFL draft (we're a Division II school -- this is not all that common for us). But the good news is that the pharmacy now has my anti-depressants...