ACK I AM MEETING A BUNCH OF INTERNERDS TONIGHT AT A BAR. YOU GUYS SCARE ME AND I'M SCARED OF YOU, IN A SCARED WAY.

ALSO NOT SCARED, BUT HAPPY.

ARGH!!! I HAVE LOW-GRADE PAIN RADIATING FROM MY JAW AND IT'S MAKING ME MISERABLE BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE PAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO ABOUT CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR BECAUSE I REALLY CAN'T AFFORD TO BUY ANYBODY ANY GIFTS AT ALL, AND I WON'T FEEL VERY FESTIVE ANYWAY. AND IT'S SATURDAY, AND I SHOULD BE HAPPY ABOUT THAT, BUT I FEEL SO UNMOTIVATED THAT I'M NOT SURE I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO GET UP ENOUGH ENERGY TO SHOWER AND GO OUTSIDE.

Dammit. All that shouting is making me very tired. I think I'm going back to bed.

I never stART SHOUTING UNTIL I GET TO THE A KEY, AND HIT CAPS-LOCK BY ACCIDENT. BUT IF YOU'D LIKE, WE CAN DISCUSS KIDNEY STONES. THEY HURT!!!

IT'S BLOODY COLD AND IT'S NOT EVEN DEC-FUCKING-CEMBER, NEVER MIND JANUARY.

I CAN'T DO THE VARIOUS 'SCOPIES ON WEDNESDAY BECAUSE MY INSURANCE WON'T COVER THAT PARTICULAR LOCATION! I COULD DO IT ON MONDAY EXCEPT I DON'T THINK I CAN MANAGE TO TAKE THE GRE AND GET TUBES STUCK UP MY ASS ON THE SAME DAY! SO I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE 29TH AND DO IT AT A HOSPITAL! FUUUUUUUCK!

I want this over with. I'm miserable and I want this over with.

I CAN'T EVEN SPELL DE-FUCKING-CEMBER RIGHT. SEE, COLD? THAT'S YOUR FAULT. BASTARD.

FUZZBEAN, THAT'S AWFUL! I'M SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS NONSENSE! DEADCOWDAN, THAT SUCKS, TOO! TOO MUCH SUCKTASTIC SUCKINESS ALL AROUND!

I'M SO SO SO SO SO FUCKING SICK OF BEING FUCKING BROKE! SOMETHING HAS TO HAPPEN! ANYTHING! THIS IS NUTS! FUCKITY FUCK FUCKING FUCK FUCK!

I WROTE OUT THE STINKING BILLS AND THEN COULDN'T FIND MY STINKING STAMPS WHICH MEANT THAT I HAD TO BUY MORE STINKING STAMPS AND SPEND MONEY THAT I REALLY NEEDED TO SPEND SOMEWHERE ELSE

(But there's a Digiorno frozen pizza in the oven and that makes me happy.)

I THINK I HAVE A ROUGH DRAFT OF A PAPER DUE THIS TUESDAY AND I SPENT MY SATURDAY SLEEPING IN, AND THEN PLAYING TF2 WITH THE MEFITES AND DRINKING WINE. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK PROCRASTINATION.

I'VE BEEN SO SERIOUSLY LET DOWN BY SOMEONE WHO MEANS A LOT TO ME. AND WHOM I THOUGHT I MEANT A LOT TO, TOO. IT SUCKS, HARD! FUCK, I THOUGHT I LEFT THIS SHIT BEHIND IN GRADE SCHOOL! MAKE IT STOP HURTING!!!!!!!11

ALSO, I CAN'T GET INTO IRC! PROBLEM LOADING PAGE, MY ASS! GAH! FUCKERS!