Do I ever feel like an asshole right now.
Tonight I hurt a girl bad...and I had to. →
We've been dating and sleeping together for about a month now. Tonight I learned that she was a Christian (how did she keep it secret or it not come up for so long?). I am an atheist. However swimmingly things are going at the moment It was going to come up. I know I can't have a girlfriend who isn't an atheist so I let her go. She cried. I cried.
I wouldn't bother with this post but the friends I called are all asleep.
She said she was cool with our disparity, and we could keep on dating, but I know that there is no getting around that issue eventually. It always comes up. Nastily.
I already miss her spending the night.I'm sure I'll miss her at my shows.
I hate the fact she got into her car sobbing.
It would have been better if I was the one to leave rather than her. Jesus. He ruins everything. :(