i just got offered a chihuahua? Yesterday i was telling my mom about the
Bees→[More:] and how much i love her. She just called from a pet store and offered me a dog.
"They're so cute and they're going fast! Only two months old! You can carry it around with you if you diaper it!"
She can't have a dog because of the cats and mostly i think she wants to dress it and get a dog purse.
Look, i bet it's cute as the dickens but i've never had a dog and am very much a cat person, and yet...
i was telling Bees' dad about it and he happened to slip in probably would see the Bees until Saturday.
i do not love randomly, willy nilly, fickle like a distractable child, but steadfastly and truly, with great loyalty and ardor.
i wonder if i have set myself up in loving the Bees, never really getting time with her in this strange predivorce settlement. Should i try to emotionally separate myself and get a baby animal thing of my own?
But
but
i love her.