ok, bunnies: in TWO HOURS, I must MAKE A DECISION. Should I take Job A or Job B? Hilarious details inside.
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Job A: Beautiful old building, my own office, full time job as Departmental Secretary of a big humanities program and a competitive master's program. Decent pay although lower than my last job. A heaping poo load of responsibility and staggering amounts of work during term-end. Collection of witty people, although snooty and posh. Plenty of structure and training. Stable business (ancient university). Have to wear froofy clothes; 20 minute walk from home. Right next to awesome hip neighbourhood.
Job B: Beautiful old building, although tiny flat. Not my own office=no bunnysurfing. 4 day a week job as secretary-apprentice to lady I know from my Political Party. Doing cool work in re. housing consultancy and refugees. Scatterbrained high-strung genius aided by two normal folk. Lower pay, potential of shitting-where-i-eat (politically) if I fuck this up. Opportunity to do more than secretarial work when I get my sea legs. No getting out of political stuff when one's BOSS and another coworker are involved. boo. Plus, three day weekend! (of course I'd probably spend some of that Friday leafletting for war-stoppage at the Central Mosque.) Oh, 5 minute commute and I can wear Normal People (casual) clothes.
Me: High-strung crazy person with anxiety. Damn good at what I do when I'm not full of ADD.
I'm worried that if people don't like my personality in the smaller office it could become real claustrophobic real quick, is all. I don't know if I can trust myself to do it. The last office was a small office and people thought me grumpy. I'm not grumpy, I'm terrified! However the same problem could happen in the big office.
Right now I'm leaning towards job B, because of stupid, chivalric YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE A COWARD crap. My dad opines: "If you fuck up job B, it's far less likely to ruin someone's livelihood/academic career than in job A."
Money isn't as much of an issue- Better Half says we can afford either one.
What do you think?