Well, I didn't get my fracking grant. I will 100 percent surely be laid off in December.→[More:]
Just did the right thing and had a conversation with my boss about it. They think my work is fine and they want to do it, it's a good project but I'll probably be laid off for awhile while I get my surgery in January. Thank God they think my work is fine anyway, I'm proud of that. I've done okay here and they want to do my project. I am going to find people to read this grant and make it as beautiful as it possibly can be, and take advice on the best targets to submitting it, because I want to do my fucking project.

In other news, we're probably moving to Glasgow in May, and the Glasgow office have to sack their admin worker too, so if I get funding I could do my project there and at least make sure their admin doesn't melt down in a pit of entropy.

I have little chance of any of this but at least I will get a decent recommendation letter, I hope to God.

I do not take change well, damnit! And I've been working a fucking shit load. I'm pretty much okay, thank God this is a quiet politics week.