THIS IS A JUBILANT SHOUTING POST! →[More:]OMG, I GOT A RAISE! $5K MORE THAN WHAT I'M MAKING NOW, AND A LOT OF IT WILL BE GOING TO PAYING MY BACK TAXES, BUT STILL...!

THIS IS WORTH WORKING MY ASS OFF UNTIL 8 PM OR 9 PM AT NIGHT AND SHE SAID THAT SHE REALLY LIKED HOW I HUSTLED TO GET THINGS TOGETHER AFTER THE OTHER ASSISTANT LEFT, AND THIS PROVES THAT I CAN DO THIS FUCKING JOB AND ALMOST ALL MY DOUBTS ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT I CAN DO THIS HAVE EVAPORATED, AND I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THIS VERY THING WAS ONE OF THE THINGS I'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT IN THERAPY, OF HOW I CAN'T LET HAPPY MOMENTS LIE, I HAVE TO FIND SOME WAY OF BEATING MYSELF UP OVER IT, SO I WON'T TODAY BECAUSE I DESERVE THIS, I WORKED HARD FOR IT, SACRIFICED A LOT OF MY EVENINGS AND A BIT OF MY SELF-WORTH, BUT I'M WORTH IT!