it's late It's late. I am tired. I refuse to go to bed. There is a fly on my screen and a loud cricket in the kitchen. →[More:]I want men. I want to have a snuggle party. I wish I was smart. I wish they didn't expect short people to hem their pants when no one else has to. I wish the pants in the GODDAMN PETITE SECTION weren't up to 3 INCHES TOO LONG for a 5'2" woman!!!!! I wish I wish i widhshehefeeew.fefweff.fewfeff.ffeefeeeef. I hate the new fall clothes. I hate that I am getting wrinkles just when I finally got thin. I hate that no one will hire me and I think it's because I need Botox now. Which I can't afford unless somebody hires me. Why, why, why. Why??? I hate that I'm terrified to call my new friends when I feel like this, because then they probably won't be my friends any more. WAAAAAAAAAAAH!