All's not well A political post.
→[More:] This morning on the radio, I heard a remark about the violence in Baghdad, and a reference to the
Tet Offensive of 1968. The thought nagged at me and tonight when I saw the headline and comparison in writing on the bbc link above something happened to me.
I'm a deeply cynical person and not prone to much emotion about the war. For the most part, I've viewed the situation with growing distain and disgust. I've also had some difficulty with empathy with those who seem to feel a more immediate emotional response typically, probably because I am so analytical. People's emotional responses to 9-11 frightened me as much as the event itself, and lead me to be more and more calous about such things.
Durring a very important time in my life, junior year of high school, I took a major two credit class on the history of Vietnam. It was a very immersive experience, in which I watched a lot of films, read history and fiction, and listened to Jimi Hendrix at night while reading Michael Herr's dispaches, the book which formed the basis for Kubrick's Full Metal Jacket. I vividly recall reading accounts of the battle of Khe San and it's predecessor in the French Indochina war, Dien Bien Phu. These things awakened my desire to understand people, politics, and the tragedies of the 20th century. The life I've lived since then has been heavily influenced by that, for which I credit the best teacher I've ever had. It was the first thing that really ever engaged me.
Since then, I've focused on work and career stuff, and viewed all this stuff with much cynicism, but tonight, I made the connection between what I know is happening right now, and something I vicariously experienced as a teenager, learning about what really happens in the adult world I was entering. In a sense, my 'discovery' of this history was one of the experiences that guided me into adulthood. And now, I'm looking at those events again, and the comparison is viscerally powerfull.
Ok, I guess this post was more about my feelings than politics. I need to say it though.