Self-pity. I almost never allow myself to indulge in it. But today is a bad, bad day for me.
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A week ago I ran out of my medications, all of them, and didn't have the money to get them refilled. So I went the last week without anything at all for my pain and I was reminded of how bad it
really is. Getting up out of a chair...do I really want to do this? Walking around the room and house...hands on things to steady myself, legs not cooperating much because of pain. So it's been bad. (cont)